钻牛角尖

我用了一把尖锐的刀往自己的心里刺上几刀。 正在滴着血的心真的好痛好痛。 我将它封锁在冰箱内，希望从伤口滴下的血能够凝固起来，不要在感受到任何的伤痛。 这冰冷的心更本暖不起来因为不管身上穿戴多厚的被子，它只能暖和身体而不是这已经封闭的心。 或许……



Which is worst? To feel like crying yet you controlled due to surroundings and people or to feel like crying but no tears flows out of your eyes?
To me, I think both are equally worst. Crying is an emotion. It cant be suppress for long nor can it be controlled so easily.


Perhaps we need to communicate. However, I dont know how to tell you how I felt.
You truely are good to me too good. Make me feel so guilty as I felt that I treated you poorly.
Everyone has their flaws and goodpoints. Through you, I see only my flaws and not my plus. Perhaps I should take a step back and think about myself.
I am trying to learn how to be better and I hope it would never be too late.